In Line for the Toy Mania Ride (My favorite)
Z finally put his glasses on but wasn't very happy about it
Ride Buddies.. these two rode every ride together
Trapped in the Toy Story Box
Coming in 2012
Tea Cups
SO we went to the to the HAPPIEST PLACE ON THE EARTH.. DISNEYLAND!! Jake and I surprised the kids and went to Disneyland the weekend of Jenny's Birthday. We both felt like we were being completely irresponsiable but WHO CARES!! I have been so sad and depressed with life for the last year... Jake has been busy just trying to keep me happy. I wrote a couple of months ago that we were finally going to make some changes in our lives and I was so excited about that.. to feel SETTLED mostly. Jake did not get a transfer last year. So the deal was we were going to look for a bigger home for our family and just settle here in Arizona. So ....we started looking and since March we have put 4 offers on 4 different houses and have been outbid or its fallen through.
When we were in Canada and traveling both Jake and I loved the scenery and the green so much!! And then we came back to Arizona.. which I have grown to love too and have friends and family here but we WOULD really rather live somewhere with seasons and to get Jake in a safer job environment. Jake's been dealing with more and more drugs and criminals that are coming through the border. It seems like it is getting more and more dangerous. He IS willing to stay and SETTLE in Arizona but we both know his heart is not here. So we are tired of fighting to get into a home we arent sure we even want anymore so we are offically back in LIMBO. Hoping and praying to get to the place that is a good place for us and Jake can be in a safer environment and we can just be HAPPY is the main goal. I am giving all my worries and prayers to the Lord cause it is truely is his hands and we will go or stay whenever he wants us. AND I JUST CAN NOT MENTALLY HANDLE IT anymore so I'm letting go of them.
ANYHOW... Disneyland was fun. Zane screamed and cried the
SIDE NOTE*** I got a new nice expensive camera for my birthday last year and Zane threw it and broke it our first day BEFORE we left for disneyland so on the last day we broke down and went and bought a cheap one.. so not the best pictures but at least we got some right!
1 comment:
Those are some cute pictures of your family. I think the last one with you all collapsed outside the park is fun. I am so with you on the limbo thing. If you only knew what it took and how long it took for us to get into a house and feel settled. I felt like I was waiting for my life to start, or waiting to grow up or something. We waited for school to be over, we waited for a home, we're still waiting for not living paycheck to paycheck. We've waited for so many things for 11 years. It's a hard thing for me to get past. Try to keep the faith. Love ya!
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